MATISYAHU

so... last night, thee bomb. we went to the Matisyahu concert at pioneer park. aand it was so insane! we were in the front middle. Sooo many people. it was really one of the craziest concerts i've ever been too. but, it was the 2nd best concert i've ever been to. mgmt is first(: matisyahu is amazing live. he's Jewish, which is freakin awesome. i lovee himm. i love his lyrics.

OH I LOVE TO DANCE

woweeee i cant WAIT FOR DANCE TO START AGAINN
i miss it sososososos much ://
i chose to take a break over the summer.
i dont know what i was thinking. maybe i wasn't thinking! hahaha
i love to dance.

oh and this weekend.... quite uneventful. maybe i should make more friends who will actually hang out with me. sounds GREAT. noboday, and i mean nobody, could hang out. i didn't do anything until 10:30 when nate finally called me. ahah. met him at village inn, with brandon and zack too. went dumpster diving. found a huge blow up thing. blew it up. played on it in front yard. went home. woopdeedoooooooo

saturday i worked. 3-11. wasn't too bad, except i did miss the fireworks for pioneer day ://

ohmyygoshh <3
home is whereverr i'm with yuuu

i'm outtt peacee

take me to the beacch

TAKE ME TO THE BEACHH PLEASEEEE/ thats all i want.
something fun juss needs ta happen before school starts. sooo yaaaa
i juss really wanna go to cali. sandiego. and juss lay on the beach all day.

k <333

GIRLS CAMP IS A GOOD TIME(:

girls camp=best week of my lifeee. it was so much fun! and it suckss cause the week goes by so fast! :/
and it's weird cause it was stake camp. and stake camp isn't that great, but this one, was! no really, it was thee best(: It was also great because my freeennnd Natalie was there too with her ward.

 

me and Natalie chillinnnn

 

WHAT///

the first day we got there we hiked to the lake and went canoeing[spelling?] haha. Megan fell in the lake... hahaha. It was great. I wanted to go in a paddle boat, but unfortunately, us girls were not mature enough to ride in one, unlike the leaders(:

 

Me, Shri, and Chelsea on a boat

The first night there, we had a camp fire, and sang songs. oh and we had deep fried twinkies. ... it was like a heart attack on a plate. Shri and I, [Shri is short for Shrilanka. which is what I call Alyssa] both had sickk boxer shorts. As you can see below(:

      Later in the week we went to a challenge course. SO FUN. There was all these activity things that..... challenge you. and we did the trust fall. It was fun(: Megan got malled by Mckenzie multiple times.
     We went on a hike too. It was a semi-challenging hike. We had to carry eggs in a bag, and not break the shell. just because. and mine, unfortunately, broke :/

 

This is some of my girls at the very top of "look out mountain" only the people with endurance hiked to the very top. hahh(:

  

Tayler and I wet our pants..... just joking. She poured water all down..... me.

Megan.. oh i just love megan so freakin much. We laugh so hard at reallllyyyy stupid things. We made up this thing, where all we say is "WHAT//" uh.hh... it doesn't really mean anything, its just really funnyy.. haha

 

WHAT//

For skit night, my ward was the best. Our skit was to the song Girls just wanna have fun. and We were all wearing the same thing, and we were in class at school, with a really strict teacher. then we all just start dancing. There is more to it of course, i just dont really want to type it all(: 

 

Our Lady of Perpetual Sorrow Girls school

  

This is Megan. with her big butt.

 

Ciara and I .. in our weirdness(:

 

SMACK ME SOME BOOOTTYYY(:

haha Me and Megan do this thing, at girls camp. Where we get a whole bunch of tootsie rolls, and combine them, then we eat them. ... haha. 

 

22 tootsie rolls combined

 

BFF

  

Laying on my ducky blanket((:

 

Waiting to go homeee

 

"Your about as useless as a bucket of armpits"

AHHH I love girls camp! It was the best week. We all just bonded so much. The whole time, everybody was making bracelets, and laughing((: We all have SO many inside jokes. i love it. i love my warddd(((:

summahh babyy (:

ahh i haven't updated in foreverrr. maybe it's cuz i've actually been doing something with my lifee (:
i've been at lagoon A LOT. lagoon season pass; you do me well. I went with Chase, Brandon, and Tiaura && it was so much fun. Brandon&&chase-friends from efy. i lovee themm((:

oh then we also, on saturday, met up with brandon&chase in the morning and did stuff alll dayyy longgg. it was way fun, even though we didn't really do that much. we went to suicide rock, and shoot the tube, and the gateway, and subway. we juss drove around all day and blasted music in the car and yelled at people out the window and it was a good time. [it was Brandon's last day in utah:( so we hung out all day(:]

 

shoot the tube(:

yeeee(: so much fun. and then brandon had to go to the airport:( it was the saddest thing everr:(

i've been on lots of hikes lately too. i went with Ciara, and Natalie, aaand ya. 

ok and, longboarding=the shiz. love it. so fun. me&tiaura, we go. its bomb.

 

me&&tiaura downtown. traxx(: 

this last weekend me, natalie&kenzi went to studio 600. danced with hot men, and it was bomb. then on saturday we went to West Jordan park and watched the fireworks at a ghetto carnival. it was fun actually.

 

me natalie and emm at the ghetto carnival

 i recently became a Nazi zombie slayer. juss sayyin.

 

yaaa watch your backk

mmm i went to the MGMT concert. most amazing night of my LIFE! ahhh very front babyy. oh and, we hung out with Ben&Andrew afterwards. no big deal. No really, we were with Ben talking to him. like normal people. for like... 20 minutes. it was so rad(:

 

Andrew Vanwyngarden. theee hottest man of my lifee.

 

it was mostly the best concert i've ever been to in my whole entire lifee. for sure.

ok sooo thats what i've been up to latelyyy(: peacee

longboarding

dude. me&tiaura longboarded for literally 7 hours today... it was BOMB(: we rode trax up to the U, and were down town all day. we got zupas for lunch. and it was just so much fun. it was one of those days where we dont have a plan. we just do whatever we want and whatever happens next. LOVE IT

 

me&tiaura on traxx

We met our friend Andrew from efy at the U. and he longboarded with us. it was great. after that, we drove down to draper and went on the draper trail. today is my 2nd day longboarding. aaaand i'm not bad! maybe its cause i snowboard?? 

            anywayss, it was just a great day. possibly the best ever??(:

the touch of your lips, its a shock not a kiss

ahh summer is great. i've had so much fun the past few weeks! went to efy, st. george, and i've just done whateverr. its so nice to not have to worry about school and homework (: i'm so happy i've gotten close again with my best friend. we've always been close, but its hard cause we live about 30 minutes apart. but when we do see eachother, its like we had never even been apart(: but we basically play every day now that its summer! i love itt. today, she came over and we went long boarding. SO fun! i've never longboarded, but i snowboard, soo i was pretty good for my first time.

    We [me&tiaura] are going to lagoon, and she's gonna get a season pass too, so we can go every day now! i LOVE LAGOON!! (: so much fun. i love summer and just doing whatever. On saturday, tiaura, liz, nate, and I were bored, so we found this super long giant log at the park, and we put it in tiaura's car. We then went to Gual Bertos, and chucked it in there. it was freakin hilarious! after that, we went back to my house and slept in a tent. it was bomb?? yaaa [: oh and, i get snocones pretty much every day. its cool. i love snocones. they should have them all year long. it sucks they're only around for 3 months of the freakin year! gahh. i would so eat snocones in the winter.

   Also, i love sleeping in. its amazing. I stay up way late, then I sleep in way late. then i get ready for the day and go out again at night(: its great fun. The only problem with summer right now, is i haven't seen one of my best friends for a long time. We were so close at school. but now that its summer, we haven't hung out. i hate it! i was at efy for a week, then the next week, she was at her violin camp delia bob. and when we did hang out, it was the day i drove home from efy, and I fell asleep at her house... so basically i just miss her guts a whole lot. we hung out more during school then we have this summer:/
   well basically... thats it?? 

EFY-THE CHOSEN- BEST WEEK OF MY LIIIIFE:)

So this past week I went to EFY with my best friend in St. George. we drove down in Tiaura's car a day early and stayed in a hotel. It was so much fun. We named Tiaura's car Julio. dont ask why. we have one million more inside jokes then we did before:) and we found out there is so many towns in Utah we have never even heard of. like Scipio?? WHAT THE HECK IS SCIPIO?!!?

 

driving down to St. Geeeezy

 When we finally got there we checked into our hotel, and then we went driving around. so. much. fun! we got food and then we went swimming, and watched Alice in wonderland:) 

The first day of EFY was so fun. we met our company, and they are seriously the best people evaaa. Our counselors are Kristy&Alex and I LOVE THEM. Kristy is the most energetic person ever, and her and Alex are best friends. and our whole company wants them to get married:)

 

some people whom I love and just have a tendency to be FREAKIN AWESOME

We named our company The Chosen. aand we're all basically best friends forever now. and its so weird cause so many of them live like 5 minutes from where I live and i've never met them in my life. I think Jessa and I, the one with the beard in the picture above, are meant to be soul mates. we are exactly alike! On wednesday night, it was games night, and our company won for the best company banner. then we had pizza after, and we made friendship bracelets for all the guys in our company:) 

 

these are the girls in the company at pizza night:) we have so many inside jokes, its awesome. like.. meeahhhhh, now say it backward. hhaeaammm:) and OH MY GOSH I FREAKIN LOVE YOU. the list goes on forever:)

 

me&jake:) sweetest most nicest most cutest kid i've everr met:) it sucks cause we live in different states:(

 

Justin, Brandon, and I. LOVE THEMM:)

 

Alex, Kristy, and I. I absolutely love them to death. they've taught me so much:))) It was the hardest thing to say goodbye to everyone. we are so much like a family, and we were all so close. after being together 24/7 for a week, it really sucks saying goodbye:/

 

this is the prank Me, Tiaura, Jessa&Jenna pulled on Alex and Kristy. This is the van they are driving back to Provo, aaand we decided to let people know that they've just gotten married at EFY:) the funny thing is it's a giant van.... get it??:)

 

Jessa and Jenna rode home with us because they live like 5 minutes away from us. sooo... this is what happens when we go to random gas stations in random towns we've never heard of. like SCIPIO??? hahaha. we bought best friends forever bracelets at this gas station, and there was also a petting zoo?? yep. a petting zoo in scipio, at the gas station.

 

                             

This is Jenna. laying in front of the petting zoo. We have this game called the laying down game, where we lay face down in random awkward places. like petting zoos! haaha

  

this was probly the best week of my life. i love all these people so much! we are basically a family now. i made some of the best friends i'll ever make this past week. OHH MYY GOOOSSH I FREAKIN LOVE THEM<3

SUMMERR HAS BEGUN:):)

ahhh this week so far has been the best start to summer!! monday, me&natalie went to a bonfire with our friend raul and a bunch of his friendss. we drove for probably 3 hours trying to find a place to have a fire that was aloud, but we just ended up in raul's backyard.

   

this is the finish product firee:)

tuesday was officially the last day of school. but i didn't go to any of my classes. what's the point?? it was seriously the longest day of school i've ever been too. it was just way long and boring?? 

 

Liz and I in our excitement that is the last day of school:)

On wednesday, Kenzi&I went to Lagoooooon!! BEST TIME EVER! we finally got our season passes too:) the day we went, just happened to be ninth grade lagoon day for 3 of the school districts in the valley! so, me and kenzi, being seniors, chilled with the little freshman alll day long. it was a fun time. haha.

 

myself and gorgeous kenzi having a blast togethaa

 

some freshman probably feeling really awkward that we were taking pictures of them?? haha

 

me and kenzi on the swings!! we rode them probably 8 times??? sooo much fun:)

I cant wait for the rest of the summer!

SHIZZBIZZZ

this weekend=very successful
friday.. took a nap! naps are the best ever.
we went to studio 600 at 9, and it was prolly the most bomb thing everrr!
danced with attractive men, good music, best time?? yesssss. got home at 2 in the morning?? yaaaa
gosh studio really should have high school nights like 3 times monthly. their siccckkkk:)

me+natalie+kenzi+sleepoverafterstudio=fun times
then on saturday i went with my madre shopping. then i had work. which wasn't bad. liz worked with me too. and we both closed. we got off at FREAKIN 12:15 AM! jeeeeeeeez!
me&liz then went to In n' Out burger at 12;30 AM aaaand got some dr. pepper.

we were blasting my krunkk playlist in the car [possibly the best playlist ever made/??] aand these guys in the car in front of us were dancing to our music aand it was bomb.
so ya.

SCHOOL IS OVERRR. YESTERDAY WAS THE LAST DAY
;lkatpo8uSO EXCITED
IT IS SUMMER OFFICIALLY!

realizations

today was ok. for the most part. i went to 5th and 6th periods. which were OH so boring! aaaand then me nate liz and natalie sluffed 7th period:) it was pretty bomb dot com. weee got a snocone, and subway, and played.

soo ya. it was fun. i loooffffeee them 8) then for 8th period, i didn't wanna go to that class either, so i went to liz's class with her. film photography. and we watched a movie about kids in a national spelling bee. its kinda cool. but its quite sad!! they really have no lives! like they'll get invited to hang out with friends on a friday night, but they say, "no i have to study the dictionary.." WHAT/?????????/// WHY!!! i'm sorry! but thats just really sad!
buuttt during thee movie, me&liz.... we say the weirdest things?? its really funny actually. like for example??
i dont like too much physical contact.. unless its wiping my grandmother.
and we talk in these weird nerdy lisps.. its HILARIOUS! k heres another one..
dont touch the cows or you'll get aids! we wrote all of these obscenities on a piece of paper, and stuck it in someones locker?? yaaa we would do something like that. and the funny part is, we know exactly who's locker we put it in, and we are not exactly fond of them..........

haha ok. ya.
nothing eventful happened after school.
i watched so you think you can dance.
my realization; i will never go anywhere with dance. it made me feel.... i dont even know the words.
i guess it made me feel worthless. like i have no point in being here. i try my hardest and i love dancing with my whole entire self. my whole being IS dance. but what i realized is, i will never be good enough to be on a ballet company in new york, or ballet west, which is my dream. i will never be good enough to try out for so you think you can dance.
worthless.

WOWSEOIAWEPRIO!@(&u%$#@#$%alkjf

WOWEEEEEEE YIPEEWOWEEEE I'M GOING TO MGMT!
OH MYYY GOOODDDNESSSS !
i really just cant even fathom this. i, me, will be in the presence of possible the two most beautiful men that have ever walked this earth. and i, myself, will be listening, live, to their music, that they created, themselves. the 2 most beautiful men ever. EVVERRR. its really quite the bomb. so far me natalie&&raul are going fo sho mo. :) aaand its in the venue, which isn't a big place, sooo hopefully we'll be able TO MEET THEM????????// ohh myy gooshhhh. if i met them, i dont even know. oh gosh. ohhhhh goodness.
wowowowowowo mGMT Is my favoriteee baand. ever. love em. i heart that they once sat in a tent on stage at one of their concerts, and smoked pot. on stage. they do the craziest things. and the remind me of... mYSELF?? yaaaa
well i gotta go my friend.
cccc yaaaa

WOOP WOOP:)

4. more. days. of. school. and. i. will. be. free. for. 3. months.

WOOPWOOOPPWPOOOOPAWPOIJA;SDL;ALSKFP9@#$$%!!!
i'm SO EXCITED! i am 1 happy camperr when it comes to summmer. mmmm:) oh oh and MGMT IS COMING AND I'M GOING! i'm so stokd! summer summer summerrrr
do:
   -lagooooon! i will have a season pass
   -St. George baby!!! first week of summerrr:)
   -swimswimswim!
   -work... dont want to but it will get me muunaayy
   -HIKE!
   -ssnoconesss.. mmm yumyum
   -not wear shoes? ya
   -do WHATEVERR i want

this list would go on foreverrrr but i dont have forever. soo ya.
   i juss loooffffeee this pichurre! shoot the tube/

crazy crazy craaaazy:)

ahhh this weekend was theeee bombbbbbb..8)
it was just the best time. sooo
in order of occurrence: [all of this happens on saturday.. byyy thee way]
      -run a red light while angie is trying to choke liz
      -crash a wedding, get some free food, dance a little
      -try and crash kerns prom?? unsuccessful...........
      -get pulled over by a cop... and he lets us GOOOO:)
      -pick up some other kidss. 8 people in 1 car!
      -crash another wedding! dance a little, eat some food
      -find some people with a bonfire, join them, roast starburst
mmmm ya successful weekendd if i doo say so mysellffff..8) i luffff my freeens

i'll never sing of love because it does not exist

ahh paramore; i love them:) their song the only exception is thee best thing i've ever heard.

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And cursed at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darlin,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm content
With loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk, but

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know your leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Oh

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing.
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing

andrewvanwyngarden

andrew vanwyngarden; epitome of perfect/talented/freakinattractive/hippie
and he's part of my favorite band. mgmt. 
i really LOVE him a lot. and i REALLY would like to meet him a lot....

He is a hippie. drugs and allll. and mgmt is coming here! june 4th. but guess how much his concert is?? $77 bucks. i want to go SO bad.. i just wanna see him. see him in person. and since the concert is at the venue, which isn't a very big place, there is a huge chance that i would get to meet him!but the chance that i will have 77 extra bucks is not huge.... sadly


UGH WHYYY DOES IT HAVE TO BE SO EXPENSIVE??!!?!

birthday adventuresss:)

so my birthday was the bomb. In my first period class at school, there was 2 other people with the same birthday! now i know 4 people that have the same birthday as me. haha. I donated blood and got out of class, then instead of going to 4th period, we went to lunch and on a hiikee:)

thats the waterfall at the hike and the back of nate?? haha

        so then when i got home from school, my best friend who moved away:( tiaura, and nate too, were at my house :) she literally made my day. i was so happy to see her. she actually made my whole week :) Me, Tiaura, and Nate when on an adventure like old times. is was way fun.

I went to dinner at Goodwood which was the besst, and i saw Ciara there. then natalie came over to my house when we got home and she ate cake with us. and i opened presents. i got clothes, money, headphones, the normal:) me and natalie then went on another adventure to the mall.

haha i was yelling "its my birthdayyyy" out the window. it was great fun.

k then the next day, on wednesday, after school, me, kenzi, nate, and jordan, went up to this GIANT rope swing. and it's kinda by Tiaura's house, so i called her and she came and met us there:)

then we got icecream at Tiaura's work<3

nate and jordan on top of this building at the park.. ahha