earthday:))

happy earth dayyy!:)
the only thing that should be different about today is that we shouldn't have school, and it should be at least 78 degrees outside. but no. it snowed today.

we love sluffing

so the same thing happens every B day at school. Nate comes up to me and says "hey come with me to my house for lunch so i can get food" and i say "ok, but i have to be back for 7th period." and nate says "ya i have to be back too". so we invite Kenzi and Liz and Natalie. but we all secretly know that we're not coming back for 7th period. or even 8th period. its the greatest thing ever! today we did that exact thing, and on monday. and last week.... and today it started hailing while we were in the car. and the hail was huge! so we went to the tennis court and played tennis in the rain. we just do the randomest things everr. its great fun

today me and liz were driving after school, just driving around, with sunglasses on:) and we see this car full of attractive guys, so we're like, "what the heck! lets follow them"
we start following them into this neighborhood, and somehow they knew we were following them..?
i dont know how they figured it out. but they pulled over, we went past them, then THEY started following US! it was the best. we finally lost them, and never found them again.
but this day just reminded me so much of summer, it was fantastic:) the weather was perfect, and the sun was out, and we just drove around listening to music:)
only 28 days of school left:))))

summer is calling my name:)

summer is calling my name and its all I can think about

the warm sun, everyday, doing whatever I want whenever I want:)

being in California will be the best.
the ocean, beach, sun, shorts, and 2 of my best friends in the whole wide world:)

blasting music in the car with the windows down

its all I want

this school year has gone by so fast but so slow at the same time

i'm so happy there's only 32 days of school left, but at the same time, i'm sad my junior year is almost over.

but summer definitely wins over school:)

summer nights

sleepovers

snowcones!

going barefoot

swimming

California

lagoon

shorts

driving aimlessly

hikes
shoot the tube

I literally cant wait

it's going to be the best summer ever:)

this is why we're best firends:))

me and my friends... we do the craziest weirdest things. like last night, it was the best ever!
we just do whatever we want! its kind of the best. i love them so much.
we're always laughing at something stupid and we never really have any type of plans to do anything
fun stuff just happens when we're together. cause we make it fun.
we just drive around and go places. and we somehow always end up at walmart.. haha
aaand last night a man stalked us in walmart.. creepy i kknow!
so last night we were in our car dancing to techno like usual right?
ya and these 2 guys walk by and their staring at us, while we're dancing.. in the car..
and maybe you just had to be there, but we all crack up laughing
those 2 guys faces when they looked at us, it was priceless
it was the funniest thing ever. we were literally laughing for like 10 minutes straight, and i almost peed! it was the best
oh and we like to randomly yell things out the car window to people walking on the street
and ya know just scare them or make them feel awkward
"beautiful man!"
"i want to run away and never say goodbye!"
"HAVE A NICE DAY"
"i'm in love i'm in love and i dont care who knows it!"
"hey do you have an extra shirt??"
ya its pretty cool.
we stay up all night, run around in golf courses, we dont wear shoes
we walk in the snow bare foot, we dont care what people think
we get kicked out of walmart, we go to graveyards and almost pee our pants. we have fun:)
i dont know what i would do without them!
<33:))
liz.... she's crazy:)

me&&kenz with our awesome sunglasses:)

that would be liz ... with her head under a horses butt

thats me! flying

payge&nahtalee:)

thats me.. flying again. its what i do!

pahjj&&tiUra:)))))

stuck

time is going by so slowly
i feel like its never been like this
its like i'm stuck, right here, forever
there's only one thing i want right now
and that is for it to be summer10'

i've never wanted summer this bad!
but with all the plans we've made for summer,
why wouldn't we be freakin excited??:)
i should enjoy the rest of my junior year in highschool,
but all I can think about is summer!
basically the only thing getting me through school right now is
friends, dance, and days off of school:)
and the weather here isn't helping either
its April 4th, and i woke up to 3 inches of snow on the ground.
i hate this. dumb utah weather is bipolar.

At least it's the 4th quarter of school
hopefully it will go by fast.
this summer is going to be the best
i cant stop thinking about it and its driving me crazy!
the only thing that makes me sad about summer is,
i cant snowboard:/

happy:)

dance;
dancing is my life.
i dance when i'm happy, sad, angry, and it seems to make everything better
i get the most out of dancing when there is a story or emotion behind it all
i love learning new combos where there is so much room to add your own style and emotion
i love my dance family; they make the whole experience amazing
i love the feeling of being sore, it makes me feel accomplished. like i worked really hard
without dance, i dont know where and especially who i would be
i'm addicted to dance

music;
music is everything to me.
i love playing my piano, and my guitar
i love learning new music
i love the way it makes me feel
there is music for every mood i'm ever in
i love discovering new music and listening to it all day long
i love bands nobody's ever heard of
music completes me

snowboarding;
i haven't been snowboarding for long
but once i finally got the hang of it, it felt awesome
i cant wait for the next time i can go
the cold, clean, wind is so refreshing
when the sun is out, its perfect
i can get away from the world up there
i cant wait to improve

friends;
my friends are part of me
without them, i would be nothing. literally.
i wouldn't know what to do
i can go to them for anything and everything
i love the feeling of being with them for the whole weekend
we do anything we want. we go anywhere we want.
we have the best times together
i feel so close to them, and i feel like i've known them forever
i love late night conversations on the phone
i love juss driving around
i love going to haunted places and getting scared
i love telling them everything, because i know they will listen
i love sleepovers when we all squish into one bed
i love staying up all night
i love their hugs
they are my inspiration
i love them

confusion is nothing new

figuring someone out can be the hardest thing
right when you think you've got it... your totally wrong.
right when i think i understand someone and the signals...
i'm wrong.

all that is happening right now is me getting confused.
confused over something that i shouldn't let bother me.
although i always let the little things worry me.

this is something i shouldn't let ruin my day
i dont know why i'm letting it get to me
maybe tomorrow will be better.
hopefully...

i cant stand not to think about it
its on my mind all day
but it seems to be going nowhere as of today.
its just one day...
i shouldn't let this bother me

i need to forget about it for now
i have gotten my hopes up too high
now they are falling

if its meant to be, it will happen
if its not meant to be, then it wont happen
i still have to try though
put forth some effort